fuck it
24 September, 2007 by blue soup
I should not be in the office today. I feel like shite. I look like shite. On top of the general shiteness that goes with having a bit of a bug, add an eye infection (fuck knows what happened to me overnight), and all round puffiness from bawling into the wee small hours.
The alarm went off at the usual time, and I felt obliged to go in, given that I had Friday off.
And The Boss is doing a great impression of a two-year old and ignoring me for whatever reason. God, I hate my job.
To the solicitor who frequents this blog (several times every day), if you are anything to do with work, will you lot get a move on and just fire my sorry arse? Cos maybe it will get me the hell out of this fucking wretched place!!!!! Have you any idea what it is like to work for a man like The Boss?! Well sack your immediate director and hire the bully at the local nursery and you’ll have a good idea…
honey… go home. there’s not much they can say.
delete Beardy out of your life for good, he’s an horrible person and you can do so much better. even if you didn’t win, you can get some confidence back by just not contacting him ever again…he’s not worth your tears, your thoughts or anything xx
Beardy has gone. I deleted every trace of him last night (apart from photos, which I have put into a separate folder on my harddrive and moved elsewhere).
Dickhead.
poor you honey. Not having a good trot of late. Go home and stay in bed. xxx
Poor Blue
Just remember :-
1) Beardy = very bad.
2) Fireman = good. Much, much better than 1)
3) Crying = good too. Believe it or not, better to let it out than keep it all in. Ask my dad, with the stomach ulcer and high blood pressure.
4) Swollen face = very good too. Guaranteed to get tea & sympathy from co-workers, who will all naturally hate 1) and like 2) too.
5) Beardy = very bad. I know he’s already listed, but felt it needed typing twice.
1) Yes. I ahve given up waiting for a day to go by that he doesn’t make it all worse.
2) Probably. He’s emailed me loads today, and when I caved and admitted I am having an uber rubbish day, he upped the ante and has been trying really hard to cheer me up. So, I now feel worse about not being sure if I like him.
3) Problem is that when I let it all out, I tend to let it ALL out and that deems me near-certifiable.
4) Everyone here (even The Boss) hates 1. Really hates 1. All the girls are telling me to give 2 a chance.
5) Yes, yes, say it lots and lots.
*HUG*
I hope you start to feel better soon, and get back to your laugh a sentence rants about the way the world gets in your way! I’ve just been through the cheating girlfriend thing, and it does get a little better over time (I think…).
Chin up and all that.
Get well soon, but take your time. And forget about the Beardy guy, he ain’t worth it.
Dino, Cecile, thank you.
The Usual Suspects - thank you as well.
xx