Posted in good stuff, health on 13 December, 2007 | 9 Comments »
I know Blue soup is all closed down, but I also still check the stats and I know that lots of people are still visiting. If anyone is following my cervical cancer story, I want to update you. If anyone has found this blog because they are suffering with CIN or cervical cancer and they [...]
Posted in Blogging on 10 December, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments
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Posted in Blogging on 10 December, 2007 | 10 Comments »
Check your inboxes x
Posted in Blogging on 9 December, 2007 | 7 Comments »
I’m taking a little while to sort this out. Just don’t have the energy at the moment, so if you have contacted me for the new URL, I’m not ignoring you. I just haven’t done it. I also haven’t done my washing in weeks, cleaned my room or bathroom or gone to the supermarket in [...]
Posted in Blogging on 7 December, 2007 | 19 Comments »
So, the end. I am moving on.
I want to close the Beardy chapter with the closure of this blog. That means a new place with new nicknames for my Blog Characters.
Like I said, if you want to come along, contact me.
If you have stumbled across this blog recently and enjoyed the ramblings, by all means [...]
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Posted in Love, Relationships, boys, sad on 7 December, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments
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Posted in BS is a loser, Blogging, Friends, good stuff, just silly on 6 December, 2007 | 11 Comments »
LT Boy
1:27pm Dec 5th
I’ve just seen something on my ‘news feed’ thing about you being ill. Sorry to hear that sweetheart! How are you feeling? I was going to sponsor you anyway, but now it’s really brought it home to me how important what you’re doing is for raising money and awareness. Good on you. [...]
Posted in Fire Man, boys, health on 6 December, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments
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Posted in Blogging, charity on 6 December, 2007 | 2 Comments »
Oh, I almost forgot (in the haze of dreaming of mass murder yesterday)… in the wee small hours of yesterday morning, my friend Ed donated £40 to my run for cervical cancer Just Giving page. I had wondered what he was doing awake at 1.44am, but have since learnt that he is in San Diego.
Anyway, [...]
Posted in BS is a loser on 6 December, 2007 | 12 Comments »
Oh my god, I am such a div.
Mentally, I do myself no favours.
Physically, I do myself no favours.
Div! Div div div!!!!!!
Back later…
Posted in work on 5 December, 2007 | 4 Comments »
The Boss overheard me on the phone to our designer. I was ranting. About everything. But in that “ho ho ho, I always seem to be in a bad mood when I talk to you [designer]. Bloody production schedules, eh!” kinda way.
Then this piece of paper came flying over the partition that separates our two [...]
Posted in work on 5 December, 2007 | 2 Comments »
… before the day is out!!!
Now they are DRILLING and HAMMERING upstairs. And the big lunch has just broken out of the boardroom and semi-drunken managers and other VIPs from days of old are spilling out and LAUGHING TOO LOUDLY for my ears to be able to bear.
Meh. Actually, meh really doesn’t cut the mustard. [...]
Posted in BS is a loser, boys on 5 December, 2007 | 6 Comments »
Oh, and one other thing. I was thinking about that Kiwi Guy I met in The O Bar the other night. I wish I hadn’t been so pissed and unable to remember his name, or what he looked like, or what he did for a living. And I wish I had got his number and [...]
Posted in Blogging, Commuting, Fire Man, Relationships, South West Trains, Transport, Tube, Weather, boys, commuter cretins, rants, work on 5 December, 2007 | 6 Comments »
I had a long old rant developing in my head on the way to work this morning but have been too busy to blog. The short version goes like this:
In Canada, according to Venting, 40cm of snow fell overnight. She still went to work. Canada kept moving. Canada kept working. Canada just got the hell [...]
Posted in health on 4 December, 2007 | 22 Comments »
Oh fuck it guys. I am having the shittest day. Torturing myself with worst-case scenarios re: crappy health crap. Crap, crap, crap. Some of the ladies have had 1b or 1a2 and had to have full hysterectomies. I KNOW IT IS UNLIKELY BUT THAT DOESN’T STOP MY MIND GOING INTO OVERDRIVE!!!
Last night I tried [...]
Posted in Blogging on 4 December, 2007 | 7 Comments »
Posted in Fire Man, boys on 4 December, 2007 | 15 Comments »
I just got home from meeting up with my two cousins who are working at the London Boat Show this week. Had a nice evening. Don’t see them often. It reaffirmed that me and Big Cuz are close, and it was a nice opportunity to talk to Younger Cuz because we don’t have much of [...]
Posted in BS is a loser, Blogging on 3 December, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments
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Posted in Blogging, Fire Man, boys on 3 December, 2007 | 20 Comments »
Right, I am now wishing that I hadn’t seen him. My head is kaput again.
He sent a message late last night: “Hey sex on legs, are you back from the pub? x x x” which I replied to, but nothing from him after that.
It seems FM is still into playing games. It got me thinking. [...]
Posted in Blogging on 2 December, 2007 | 6 Comments »
I am a bloody mess tonight.
I have been lashing out at people that don’t deserve it. I’m sorry.
I just wish I wasn’t any of the following things:
so emotional
so suspicious
so in need of acceptance
so unable to just chill out
so worried about everything
so pessimistic
And a whole bunch of other stuff.
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Posted in Fire Man, boys on 2 December, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I woke up this morning with Fire Man curled up behind me, his arm snaked over my hip and cuddling my tummy.
Posted in Blogging on 1 December, 2007 | 4 Comments »
I am blonde.
Really rather blonde indeed.
Oh my God!!!!!
And as for all the other stuff I need to update on, it’ll have to wait. I have to do boring household things and then spend forever trying to work out what make up will work with my new barnet before hitting Clapham for a night on the [...]
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