Archive for February, 2008

There are two main foci for my thoughts today:

Is the future bright?
Wee (or rather, my lack of)

Question that has bugged me before, but really irritated me just now while I sat staring at the hook on the back of the door and still failing to get anywhere. I didn’t realise that my own worst enemy [...]


 
Oh, and don’t forget that first thing in the morning I also take Femodene so imagine (if you want to) a little tiny white pill in with all that lot as well. Seven days of these fucking stupid tablets – the little yellow and white ones four fucking times a day.
I am fucked off.


In the space of a matter of hours overnight, the bladder problem worsened. We’re talking real problem with weeing and when I do succeed (and believe me, succeed is the only word to use here), everything is pink because of blood. There’s also back pain. I am unable to sit for too long, [...]


0218 hours

29Feb08

I totally crashed out last night. My tummy and bladder problem was just hanging around all day, draining my energy which was good because there was so much nervous energy humming around me that I might have exploded without it. I met TBD for a drink but it waas cranberry all the way and I [...]


stresspot

28Feb08

I AM STRESSING OUT SO BADLY!


horror-scope

28Feb08

I stupidly read my horoscope this morning. Three different sources. All are bad:
Mixed messages can excite you one moment and then take the wind out of your sails the next. You may be led to believe that others will come to your aid only to discover that your needs may not coincide with theirs. If [...]


I had a terrible night’s sleep last night. I was shattered when I hit the sack. I didn’t even bother drying my hair off after a hot bath, just collapsed under the covers and felt my heavy eyelids droop. But something woke me. And after that I was tossing and turning all night. I eventually [...]


tooth tape

26Feb08

I am addicted to flossing. Should I worry?


I know some of you wonder whether my supporting ladies who are coming to terms with precancerous changes and cervical cancer diagnoses is a wise idea.
Sometimes I wonder if I am indirectly doing myself harm by continuing to engage with Jo’s Trust and not making a clean break, drawing a line under what happened at [...]


Preface to this post: I am simply fuming!!! It’s a hard enough battle as it is without “sensible” media printing rubbish like this!!
From: Blue soup <bluesoup@bluesoupmail.com>
Date: 25 Feb 2008 18:22
Subject: re: I regret my sexual history
To: lifeandstyle.editor@guardianunlimited.co.uk, experience@guardian.co.uk
Dear Sir,

re: Experience article: I regret my sexual history 23 Feb 2008
It is with regret that [...]